Running on Empty

I had an epiphany last night.

Monday and Tuesday were amazing productive days. Why is that? I think I have the answer- food. I ate like crazy when I was at home. Don't call me stupid or anything but I just noticed.

If you have not been able to see, I have not been eating very well this week. practically no dinner and in total, I think about 4 hard boiled eggs for breakfast. Just lunch. and yesterday I forgot to buy apples so it was just a sandwich, soda, and cupcake. SO NO DUH- I fell asleep in my car again. Got home, parked and promptly curled up and slept for 2 hours there in my seatbelt. Once I got inside I didn't have the energy to do anything. I sat on the floor and stared at my knees for a while, barely thinking.

It's a vicious cycle though- I don't eat, so I don't have the energy to cook. and that's what happened last night. After an hour or so I was awoken to the fact that this was pathetic. and as I tried to move, it hurt. So I just went to bed instead.

I honestly have no idea how to solve this problem.

Also, new fact- if I don't get enough protein in other parts of my life, hardboiled eggs in the morning give me a sodium headache. which makes me afraid to eat them.

Oh holy crap.

Thursday Dec 02, 2010:
- one hardboiled egg
- peanutbutter sandwhich, soda, cupcake

Friday Dec 03, 2010:
- TBD

SKipping the weird that was Thanksgiving:

Sunday Nov 28, 2010:
- scrambled egg, one strip of bacon
- Arbby's roast beef sandwich, pom soda
- 5 chipsahoy cookies

Monday Nov 29, 2010:
- pom soda, Peanut butter sandwich, apple, two chipsahoy
- small slice of leftover birthday cake

Tuesday Nov 30, 2010:
- Peanut butter sandwich, apple, Pom soda, cupcake

Wednesday Dec 01, 2010:
- One hard boiled egg (I didn't feel like eating the other one)
- Peanut butter sandwich, apple, Pom soda, half of a brownie

see a pattern?

Thursday and friday went as usual I believe.

Saturday Nov 06, 2010:
- A double cheese burger with added lettus (McDonalds)
- a few oatmeal chocolate chip cookies I made
- Gaja cheese omlet, ramune, some bites of a parfait
- Water

Sunday Nov 07, 2010: Fast sunday
- 1 oatmeal chocolate chip cookie
- chilie dinner (cheese and sourcream), small salad, cup of water
- 2 1/4' slices of bananna bread

Monday Nov 08, 2010:
- two hardboiled eggs
- peanut butter sandwhich, apple, diet caffeene free coke, one cookie one reccess cup
- 3 sugar cookies (FHE)

Tuesday Nov 09, 2010:
- - two hardboiled eggs
- peanut butter sandwhich, apple, diet caffeene free coke,
?

a hopefully typical day

Wednesday Nov 3, 2010

Breakfast- two hard boiled eggs
Lunch- Peanutbutter sandwhich, Apple, diet caffeene free coke, recese mini bar
Dinner- Date?

I don't think this will help

OKay. since everyone thinks it would be such a GREAT idea for me to keep track of what I eat, I'm going to do it.

Just to bore and horrify you people. I hope you're happy.


Sunday Oct 31, 2010:
Breakfast - Fast break mini candy bar (bought for trick or treaters)
Lunch - a green tea breadroll and a bite of a coffee roll
Dinner - A cup apple cider, Meatballs, rice, 1/2 cup salad, slice of pumpkin bread

- recees peanut butter cup


Monday Nov 1, 2010
Breakfast- 3/4 mug Instant apple cider
Lunch- baked potato, peanut butter sandwhich on white bread, 1/2 can diet caffeen free coke, a mini fastbreak bar
Dinner- Red apple before I fell asleep


Tuesday Nov 2, 2010
Breakfast- nothing
Lunch- apple, peanut butter sandwhich on white bread, 1/2 can diet caffeen free coke, a mini fastbreak bar
Dinner- peanut butter cup